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Ramadhan :')
Saturday, 19 July 2014 | 07:54 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
It has been 3 weeks. 3 weeks that we haven't speak to each other. 3 weeks of not exchanging eye contact. 3 weeks of sorrow life. 3 weeks of hoping. and 3 weeks of regret. Before Ramadhan, i had made the most regretful thing ever. I told my person of interest not to talk to me again. I know what I did was wrong. but I have my reasons. I miss our moments like seriously. I want to talk to you, laugh together, hit each other, tag team to prank on someone, listen to your not-so-funny jokes. I regret of doing that. I really regret it. I did not know you can be very important to me. Before I told you to stop talking to me, I thought to myself whether to do this or not. I cried. I really cried. I can tolerate that my girl friend talks about you often. But I cant tolerate hearing your name coming out of every girls' mouth. I dont know if Im jealous or not. what is this feeling? why I became like that? how should I deal with this feelings? 

Will you try to talk to me? Are you thinking about me right now? Why do you always make me mad? why do you break my heart? why did you give up easily on me? do you not like me even a bit? how are you? do you have enough sleep? do you miss me? dont you want to talk to me? cant you just text 'hi'? cant you ask me how i am doing? when will you apologize? do you want to apologize? dont you feel guilty? 
These are my questions to you. I am just hoping that you read this post. but i am hoping that you dont read this either. Im in dilemma. Am I in love? Am I overly attached to him? Maybe it is true...... I love him

I cant sleep at night without thinking about him. i even dreamed about him once. I miss him. but him? did he feel the same way as I did? thinking about him makes me want to cry. I dislike people who plays with my heart...
















Ya Allah, I love him. But I dont want to love him anymore.
Please Let him talk to me even as friends. Please.Amin :)